Hey! No hangover. Fuck pinch nerves though.
The night drags on. The one thing I held above everything else is now gone. Everything I had built for myself has collapsed and lies broken at my feet.
The corpse of my happiness is now growing cold. My mind is pulling itself apart. All my being yearns for an end to the madness. An end to the loneliness. My resolve has faded, and now I’m finally breaking.
Nevermore shall I have a reason to smile in the morning. Nevermore will I have my own sun to greet me as I awaken. I’m back at where I started. Broken and wanting to give in to the temptation to drink myself senseless. The desire is growing. I don’t know how long I’ll be able to fight it anymore.